Silenced thoughts is a new poem of mine and portrays how anxiety can hit a person & how everything appears so black & white.
I feel sometimes as if I’m dying slowly due to my longing & craving, which makes me feel lonely.
Eyes wetMind heavyCan’t breatheThroat chokedSenses numbedFluctuating beats Speechless as I speakReflections I truly seeCrystals are still greenStaring at those scenesMemories on my screenThe heart simply bleeds The voice of yours is stuck in meThe lines you used to write to meThe song that you did sing for meThe picture is burnt deep inside of meThe […]
You looked at meWith those intense eyesYou smiled at meWith those beautiful lipsYou cried with meWith tears in your eyesYou held me tightWith those earthly armsYou gave me spaceWith that loving heartYou were there for meWith those meaningful wordsThe impression of youIs permanent in me The energy from the momentHas struck me deepThe sole purpose […]
The feeling of being impatient, restless & angry. Basically, it’s about having difficulty in accepting my situation from time to time, which bring pain & sadness.
It could be difficult to see that every single moment can be a struggle if lived from the shallow. On the other hand, life can be a flow if every moment is lived from the deep. I happen to seesaw quite a lot.
I’m dancing in beast mode to free my demons of restlessness, desperation, anger, anxiety, panic, fear & similar feelings & emotions.
Sometimes it’s difficult to come out of anxiety, restlessness & similar emotions, which trigger a piercing sensation in my brain. I’m learning to live one moment at a time to find peace, instead of thinking about my future.
This poem is about how things can trigger my insanity, which results in chasing / snapping on a person til my burning eyes, full of rage “kill” that person
It’s like when things become difficult from time to time, when I burn extra energy to focus on simple things, whether it’s fixing, cooking, carrying a tray or cycling, the mood crazily shifts & swings – feeling of frustration & anger pops up. Because it’s still difficult to accept a few things, even though it’s […]