Silenced thoughts is a new poem of mine and portrays how anxiety can hit a person & how everything appears so black & white.
I feel sometimes as if I’m dying slowly due to my longing & craving, which makes me feel lonely.
The feeling of being impatient, restless & angry. Basically, it’s about having difficulty in accepting my situation from time to time, which bring pain & sadness.
I’m dancing in beast mode to free my demons of restlessness, desperation, anger, anxiety, panic, fear & similar feelings & emotions.
Eyes wetMind heavyCan’t breatheThroat chokedSenses numbedFluctuating beats Speechless as I speakReflections I truly seeCrystals are still greenStaring at those scenesMemories on my screenThe heart simply bleeds The voice of yours is stuck in meThe lines you used to write to meThe song that you did sing for meThe picture is burnt deep inside of meThe […]
You looked at meWith those intense eyesYou smiled at meWith those beautiful lipsYou cried with meWith tears in your eyesYou held me tightWith those earthly armsYou gave me spaceWith that loving heartYou were there for meWith those meaningful wordsThe impression of youIs permanent in me The energy from the momentHas struck me deepThe sole purpose […]
It’s like when things become difficult from time to time, when I burn extra energy to focus on simple things, whether it’s fixing, cooking, carrying a tray or cycling, the mood crazily shifts & swings – feeling of frustration & anger pops up. Because it’s still difficult to accept a few things, even though it’s […]
A few days back I received a mail from this wonderful being…an amazing poet, that goes by the name – Jeff Flesch |@fleschj…Jeff had tried to submit this review of my poetry book – Lightning Rhymes on Amazon several times…but due to some kind of glitch/issue, it never showed up…so Jeff decided to email me […]
It could be difficult to see that every single moment can be a struggle if lived from the shallow. On the other hand, life can be a flow if every moment is lived from the deep. I happen to seesaw quite a lot.
Sometimes it’s difficult to come out of anxiety, restlessness & similar emotions, which trigger a piercing sensation in my brain. I’m learning to live one moment at a time to find peace, instead of thinking about my future.