It’s not easy to let go of the patterns. It feels as is heart is bleeding as in I feel scared, where I have this crazy desire to scream. But things become clearer in darkness, where the mind is not talking – just the dark screen of having no thoughts is so beautiful.
Closing my eyes
Projections from the heart
So clear and bright
Melting me down
I slowly disappear
The moment of lessness
Most beautiful craziness
Stumbling on my way
In search of no-thing
Keep falling apart
Loosing my breath
The old wish to die
I keep holding it tight
My heart is bleeding
Screaming to let it go
Patterns are not me
I keep telling myself
It’s time to die
To live from the deep
The imprint of that life
I see it clear
When I close my eyes
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