Utmost Feelings Anthology – Live Soon

Dear readers,

This post is in continuation to:
A beautiful soul – Astha
Anthology – Utmost Feelings

Honestly, I’m not able to find words to express how this all feels
Astha’s dream of compiling Utmost Feelings anthology has become reality
This anthology is now a tribute to beloved Astha, where Love is the theme
Flow of emotions, dedication, love & light is all I can screen
Co-authors’ beautiful writings will forever keep the candle burning
True Dreamster publisher have simply been beyond amazing
My gratitude to every soul for being a part of it, directly or indirectly

UTMOST FEELINGS ANTHOLOGY IS COMING SOON in eBook & paperback forms. I will share the info when it’s out there.

Following WordPress authors are a part of this anthology:
Writing feels good – Astha | Caring for Art | Crazy Nerds | Develop.Inspire.Transform. | Heartlight Poetry | Intangible Mysteries of Soul | Let’s read our words | Offshore Writings | Oishmortal | Proxy Words | Spiritual Fantasia | Tacit Verses by Tanushree | The Glittering Soul | Unique Times

Following authors outside WordPress are a part of this anthology:
Ashutosh Joshi | Debashreeta Nanda | Hiba Lakshmi Mohan | Irtiqa Noor Ansari | Neelam Gupta | Parvatha Varthini K | Radhika G | Rudrali J Gor | Sandeep Chouksay | Sandra Prasanth | Shruti Kumari

Website & Instagram handles of the publishing house:
True Dreamster | @true_dreamster | @dreamers.shelf

It has come to our attention that there is a need to create a space for people to leave their sentiments about our beloved Astha, by way of thoughts, feelings and prayers for Astha’s family. Here’s the link if you wish to write a few lines:
Collecting Thoughts and Feelings for Astha

Much Love,

Navin 💖✨

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Reblogging – When you look into me

You looked at me
With those intense eyes
You smiled at me
With those beautiful lips
You cried with me
With tears in your eyes
You held me tight
With those earthly arms
You gave me space
With that loving heart
You were there for me
With those meaningful words
The impression of you
Is permanent in me

The energy from the moment
Has struck me deep
The sole purpose of you
Was to look deeper into me
Where Pain & Agony
Were the different forms of Love
Where Spirituality was the only Reality
Where there was space for Anxiety
Where things were as they are
Where Manipulation was very far
I am no one
But the reflection of you
I see myself in you
When you look into me

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Spoken Word – Smoking Sacred & My Confession

I wrote Smoking Sacred in January 2021…at that time I published it with Spoken Word…but I had to take it down within 30 minutes due to an issue (non-technical)…A couple of readers even commented on my Spoken Word…but I had to delete that part…I didn’t like doing so…coz remaining true to myself & to my readers is absolutely important…I had never done such thing before…and I don’t intend to do it again…ever…please accept my apologies…authenticity & honesty is what I flow…this is who I am…I won’t be changing that part of me for no one…take it or leave it…therefore, I’m publishing the Spoken Word now…please note, I’m not doing so for the sake of likes or positive or uplifting comment(s)…I’m doing it to make it right…the way it was supposed to be…right from the very beginning…thank you very much

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Reblogging – The demons in me

The demons in me
are screaming and dancing
making me restless;

The demons in me
are whispering and laughing
making me nervous;

The demons in me
are twisting and turning
not letting me breathe;

The demons in me
are nesting inside me
trying to break me in pieces;

The demons in me
are a part of me now
So I let them stay
without giving attention;

The demons in me
are simply reflections
my own interpretations;

The demons in me
are Control, Ego and Painbody
Nobody but me can set them free;

The demons in me
wish to open my Heart
So I can let my Self leave
and be the Very Being.

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Reblogging – Speechless I became

It all started here when I felt the very first time this need to express my state of Being in the form of this poem.

Speechless I became

When I saw the glimpse of me

Felt a sudden shift

Paused were the thoughts

Everything came to a halt

Tears began to fall

Soul wanted to scream

Inner pain was so real

Wounds wanted to heal

I began to breathe

Transparent in the moment

Vulnerability at its peak

The moment of inner peace

Where joy and sadness were one

Good and bad had no meaning

Darkness was the Light

Loved that very Sight

The moment of true presence

Where Heart was the only Sense

Truth was the One

When I saw me

—– Speechless I became —–

It all started here when I felt the very first time this need to express my state of Being in the form of this poem. It was here I really saw the real me. I was feeling very vulnerable in a beautiful way. Rollercoaster ride filled with inner peace, where I couldn’t differentiate good from bad, joy from sadness, light from dark. Everything was simply as it was supposed to be. I published this poem on 12/01/2017 on FB as I didn’t have a blog back then. Never thought that writing poems would become such an important part of my life; of me. This poem will always be the special one.

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A poem – Smoking Sacred

I don’t know how to tell you this
But you’re in my every single script
I hope you can feel when you read it
And I hope you can see how I see it

You entered with your blue heaven in my dark sky
You looked with your green crystals in my brown eyes
You poured your pure love in my wounded life
You shined your golden light on my blinded side

When I walk in fresh air, I breathe your verses
When I bathe in hot water, I steam your presence
When I look in the mirror, I reflect your crystals
When I touch my chest, I hear your music

We’re over a thousand miles apart, our energies are strongly bonded
My heart is filled with your love, there are no empty spaces
I’m picturing you & me together, our bodies are purely naked
We’re melting into each other, the souls are smoking sacred

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The Sacred Connection

I’m writing my intense dream in the form of this poetry. The feeling of being connected to my last life, with my then wife. I’m still mesmerized as I can still feel the heart connection, love, the intimacy; the spiritual side is pure divine.

Once upon a time
He saw this woman so beautiful & divine
She was the goddess with intense eyes
Her dance was sensual & mesmerizing
She was wearing red, her moves were hypnotizing

She was dancing bare feet on the sandy ground
Splashing waves was the music in background
The campfire lit the scene in the dark
Her face was radiant in those golden sparks

His eyes were fixed on this beautiful divine
He was watching her closely with bird’s-eye
He was drawn to her immensely, no surprise
She wanted his attention, no denying
She had waited for him long for several lives

He landed close to her, as if he had the wings to fly
They looked deep into each other’s big & intense eyes
Instant love & connection, the two sacred hearts
He flew back to his place where he belonged
While he was carrying her in his arms

He was an Egyptian king in his past life
She became his queen, the one with the title of his wife
She was the only one, who could see through his eyes
She filled his life with a purpose, her love & pure divine
The twin flames still burning, they’re one of a kind
The magic is still living from the flames of their past life

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Happy B’day My Dearest Wife

This poem is dedicated to my wife on her b’day, expressing how I feel and how she’s been supporting me & being there for the whole family in difficult times.

  1. You are that golden & intense sunshine
  2. Who lighten up my darkened shades & gloomy signs
  3. Even though we’re going through very difficult times
  4. It’s you, who has kept me & the family alive
  5. You’re the beautiful being with the sense of the sublime
  6. The heart of yours is pure & divine
  7. The emotions flow in you as the waves – sinusoid
  8. I’m deeply thankful that you’re in my life
  9. I know, I don’t always show it & sometimes I make you cry
  10. But you must know that I love you very high, you’re the magical kind
  11. Jan – A Very Happy B’day from our beautiful kids & me – my dearest & beautiful wife

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Pills, Pieces & Peace

I am going crazy in my mind, tired in my body & loosing energy. Pain in my body, unable to sleep & epilepsy is making me to take quite heavy cocktail of pills – medication.

Taking the strong epilepsy pills twice a day since I’ve got the cramps
Every night painkiller & anti histamin join this insane party of flashy pills
Feeling doped but I still can’t sleep or get rid of the body pain
Hoping this all will soon end coz I don’t want to be pills’ dependent

Pills are keeping a few things away from me
But they’re also poisoning me slowly
So many chemicals in my body flowing, pure impurity
Don’t have enough energy to handle them & still remain me

The feeling of moving 2 steps forward & 1 backward
It’s not that things aren’t moving on the right path
But it doesn’t mean I feel normal as I used to be
Perhaps that’s the meaning to redefine & redesign me

Sometimes it’s irritating when I can’t hold the things with my left hand as I used to be
Every other day I’m breaking something into pieces, that brings the frustration into me
But I’m not giving up & I won’t coz keep failing is the way of learning
Mesmerized at the same time how brain has affected me physically & mentally

The feeling of handicap comes & goes when I can’t do the things I used to
Struggling to do the small things that used to be so normal back then to me
Where I never had to think of “how to” or “now let me see”
I must drop the phrase “that I used to be” coz I need to rewire to reach where I used to be

At times I feel the heavy burden on the whole family
Just want to break down this wall with my left fist & want to scream
Until every single brick gets crushed or falls apart
Where I retain my balance without my brain makes me feel dizzy

Don’t tell me it’s very normal
Don’t tell me this is how it is
Don’t tell me it’s a part of the process
Don’t tell me I’m not getting crazy

No, I’m not writing so you feel bad about me
No, sympathy is the last thing I need
Perhaps this is the reminder to be thankful for every single thing
It doesn’t matter if it’s big or small or very simple thing

I’m calm & determined but restless & annoyed at the same time
Complex but that’s what’s going on
Still learning to accept my situation
Where the key is patience & inner peace
They can’t be found anywhere but in the burning core of this human being

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