I wrote Smoking Sacred in January 2021…at that time I published it with Spoken Word…but I had to take it down within 30 minutes due to an issue (non-technical)…A couple of readers even commented on my Spoken Word…but I had to delete that part…I didn’t like doing so…coz remaining true to myself & to my readers is absolutely important…I had never done such thing before…and I don’t intend to do it again…ever…please accept my apologies…authenticity & honesty is what I flow…this is who I am…I won’t be changing that part of me for no one…take it or leave it…therefore, I’m publishing the Spoken Word now…please note, I’m not doing so for the sake of likes or positive or uplifting comment(s)…I’m doing it to make it right…the way it was supposed to be…right from the very beginning…thank you very much
Sidelining my eyes from the memories when you said I was lying And then you started questioning my integrity while you were crying But your narrow barrel of paranoia was shooting bullets at me, they were flying While I kept myself unshielded with honesty & was loving you, I was still trying
If I’m sitting today in silence & my eyes are wet by crying It doesn’t mean I’m feeling weak & simply hiding or R.I.P., like dying Coz the thoughts in my head are bleeding river while I’m freestyling And honestly, they seem to be quite shaken in color red & a bit violent
So I decide to reload my beast mode to free flow my sleek sword To meet you through your meatloaf & see through your lean throat And to reach you & your sweet soul and lift you with a steep slope To beat things to seek core & walk away in peace while I screamhope
If you liked my poem – Reload, please like & comment here.
I’m trying to close my sleepy eyes so I can finally fall asleep And I’m covering myself in layers before I impatiently start to freeze But my anxiety is propping me to fall hard on my once operated knees So I end up playing in dark this reckless game of hide & scream
I’m seeing countless spots on this black & white transparent plastic sheet My mind is bleedingred diamonds when I walk barefoot on this edgy street My numbness is on/off frustrating me, it’s wanting me to switch on my freak I’m turning blue, so I’m blueprinting a list if you know what I mean
Can you see my lids are carrying these bloody tears? Can you feel my blood is boiling in my crazyheat? Can you believe I sometimes feel like torching my entire scene? Can you even reach when I want to bury my body infinite feet?
But then I dive into your green sea to see me with pure clarity I play your crystal clear music to string me with sweet melody I absorb your fine lines to levitate me with this magical imagery I write the (U’n’I)verse of love when I sense your profound energy
I see the moon is shining with open mentality I see the stars are burning in azure spirituality I see the sky is evolving with colorful theme I see the sun is beaming hope inside of me
It’s getting late in this very cold night So I’m trying to close my tired eyes The problem is that they aren’t at all dry My thoughts are galloping but I can’t even ride My fingers are frozen, so I’m struggling to write But here I am still awake to simply freestyle
I’m just expressing how a train wreck feels like I could be brain dead but I’m very alive Honesty is what I breathe & not the lies The highs & the lows of this crazy life Everything seems unreal in pure realtime My walls were once painted with pure realjoy
My words are forming this formlessfire My heart is braking, it used to freely fly I guess, I wasn’t the type even though I did say & type I’m lost & shaking, there’s no inner light I’m blue & shrinking but I’ll always see your shine I feel like bagging myself to forever hide
If you liked my poem – My Words, please like & comment here and follow Navin’s poetry on social media if you wish to.
It all started here when I felt the very first time this need to express my state of Being in the form of this poem. It was here I really saw the real me. I was feeling very vulnerable in a beautiful way. Rollercoaster ride filled with inner peace, where I couldn’t differentiate good from bad, joy from sadness, light from dark. Everything was simply as it was supposed to be. I published this poem on 12/01/2017 on FB as I didn’t have a blog back then. Never thought that writing poems would become such an important part of my life; of me. This poem will always be the special one.
If you liked this post please like, comment here and follow Navin’s poetry on social media.
When I walk in fresh air, I breathe your verses When I bathe in hot water, I steam your presence When I look in the mirror, I reflect your crystals When I touch my chest, I hear your music
We’re over a thousand miles apart, our energies are strongly bonded My heart is filled with your love, there are no empty spaces I’m picturing you & me together, our bodies are purely naked We’re melting into each other, the souls are smokingsacred
If you liked this poem, please like & comment here and follow Navin’s poetry on social media if you wish to.