Coming for You – A Fantasy Poem

I’m sharing my poem no. 100. A bit different kind, ready to burn everything in this fantasy poem, which I very seldom write.

I’m coming for you & your bloody devilish mates
So you must start running as fast & faraway as you can
Before I start moving to you & catch you with my bare & strong hand

I’ll reach you & will find you, even if you hide in your secluded den
I can see, the demons are sitting with you as your very cool mates
But I’ll burn them all in a split second with this lazer sharp flame

If you won’t give up, then I’ll lock the heavy gates of this haunted place
If I have to, I’ll hammer your hands with long & sharp nails
If you still try to run, I’ll chain you with the heavy steel rings

I’ll snap your hand just like that little twig, so you can feel so much pain
Just stop running from me, else I’ll chop your legs with these sharp & edgy blades
I’ll cut your whole body into small pieces just like I cut wind & waves

You got to taste your own dark shade of bitterness as a pretty tasty snack
You can’t escape anymore from your own bloody fate
So stop dropping the sickening stories from your own filthy slate

You’ll find me everywhere coz I’m a part of you, I’m your crazy phase
Be real infront of me, just stop painting your own face
I’m simply writing a fantasy poem & it’s neither about the hurt nor hate

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Also see: The Secret Fantasy Poem (1). Two fantasy poems (2).

Carnage

I’m sharing my 100th WordPress post – poem no. 99. I had never thought that I would write so many poems, when I first started writing my very first poem in Jan 2017. It has become my passion now.
Expressing myself through poems is not only therapeutic but they also show my different shades, what I realize & how I see the things, how light & dark play an equally important role in my life. I don’t see dark as something negative coz it leads me to the light as well. From my own poem (Darkness – The Intense Light) – “Would you lit the light if things were always bright?”

The clear sky is covered with dark & heavy clouds
The moon is shining while the clouds in heaven are flying around
The roaring sound from skies is throbbing my veins as it’s so loud
Soon the clouds will break loose heavy tears on this uneven & lonely ground

My heart is burning & eyes are leaking as I become restless
The water is reaching above my crazy head
It’s slowly choking me, I’m feeling very suffocated
I’m about to hit the panic button, the brain is loosing blood
Everything about me has changed, it’s about to flood

I feel stuck sometimes coz I simply can’t comprehend
Keep loosing & breaking things, when I hold them with my left hand
If I don’t focus on the things, the brain would forget & then I feel so frustrated
It seems like I’m still lacking in real acceptance of this sickened sickness

Everybody around me thinks that I’m a fighter with crazy amount of strength
But there are times when I’m weak & drained coz I can’t even hold my own stance
People do tell me the progress takes its time when it’s haemorrhage
But every now & then, I become crazy anxious & loose my patience
It’s my inner battle & I don’t expect anyone to understand

But all I know is, I’ll keep putting my effort
I’ll be working on me no matter what
I might crack but I will not break
And one day I’ll get the tactile sensation back

But my crazy mind does plays tricks with me, where I feel like the freaking beast
I’m trying to come out of such situations coz I’m becoming a total wreck
Every particle of my body is turning into an absolute carnage
The tiny explosions in me could change me into a handful of ashes

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More poetry: a poem named ‘Accidents’ (1). Forgotten happiness (2)

I Miss You – a Poem about Love

I’m longing like crazy.

I miss looking at your beautiful face
I miss looking deep in your big eyes

I miss kissing your soft lips
I miss feeling your curvy body

I miss you crazily
I’m loosing my senses

Tears in my eyes every night & morning
It’s tearing me apart, you see

I keep longing for you
I need you by my side

I’m screaming out your name
But no one to respond to it

My brain is heavier now
My heart is simply crying for you

There’s nothing I can do
You’re a thousand miles away from me

I love you so much
I simply can’t hide it anymore

I keep picturing you
I can’t even deny this anymore

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Related: I tried to write you a poem about love (1). New Milk, a poem about love (2)

Poem is me… Disappear

Disappear is a poem about fear. The words in me are flowing like crazy. So I’m spitting poems like dropping bombs on my own dark field.

So I’m lying down on my bed right here
While I hear my thoughts in my own ears
Oh dear, it’s crazy to listen to my song of fears
If it keeps playing in my ears, I’ll surely be in tears
If you wish to feel what’s going on with me
You need to take the hot seat in my brain to understand this
My brain is burning with thoughts & is bleeding ink

A few questions are playing constantly whenever I go to sleep
Why is it so difficult to accept the new me?
Why do I gaze at the dark skies & then I scream?
Why am I having this desperate craving to see the unseen?
Why am I longing for the things that can never be with me?
Why am I feeling lonely as if nobody is here?
Why am I run over by anxiety that I start breathing heavily?
Why am I dreaming so crazy with no sleep?
Why the feeling to disappear from this manic scene?

This life of mine in this moment appears so steep
Trying to think deeply without my sharp memory
The creepy feeling of crawling on my own skin
I’m loosing my balance but still I’m walking with crazy speed
Feeling frustrated, so everything is changing to this bloody scene
The demons are hammering & breaking the inside of me
The heart beat has transformed to this tainted beast
The music in my ears has now changed its beat
So I would rather disappear than to be here
You can no longer see me coz I’ve disappeared from me

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Related: A Poem: From unchecked fear (1). Found poem: Fear (2). About a poem called fear. Making the fear disappear.

A Poem: Guiding Myself

These days, the words are coming to me in the form of poems like never before. Another new poem from the other side of this shore. Seems like I’m healing myself, I’m healing my core.

I’m asking myself to guide me
So I remain focused
I need to push myself to higher level
So I don’t end up where I once was
I must discipline myself for betterment
So I build up the strength that I need

I must listen to my body’s physical & mental side
So I give enough time to myself without the guilty feeling
I must not be hard on myself
So I accept not all days are crazy cool

But I must heal the inside of me first
So I can treat the outside wounds
I must give myself the love & empathy
So I can feel the universe is love
I must meditate & practice mindfulness
So I can calm my nerves & learn to breathe again

But I could also choose to do simply nothing
But then I’ll leave the whole family in trauma, misery & pain
The choice is mine
If I wish to live & shine
Or end up into ashes & die

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Related: Where the mind is without fear (1). A poem about guiding myself and moving on. I survive (2)

A Poem: The Beautiful Souls & A Crazy Mind

I’m sharing my new poem, which I wrote last night, quite late, as I felt the words in me & I had to write them down right away. The stressful situation at home with everyone in the family – quite swamped.

The level of stress is too high
It doesn’t take a lot before everyone gets emotional & then the cry

This all started from the time back then
When I got hit by the bleeding in my damn brain

I see it every day how they react & act
It doesn’t take a whole lot to see them & myself crumble like a house of domino set

A small discomfort in him & he looses his cool
The whole house upside down the next moment coz he feels the world has turned against him & is so cruel

Now this other one is very sensitive & stressed out in his own way
He cries quite often these days & he keeps opposing me whatever I do or say

She’s trying her best to take the burden on her shoulders
But the threshold is crazy high, so she starts slowly to smoulder

She’s the other pillar of this beautiful home
She needs me coz it’s almost impossible to bear everything on her own

I’m going through a lot with my things as well
The feeling to isolate myself to find peace in that deep well

It’s not that I play insensitive or blind
I do sense things but I’m going kinda crazy in my own weird mind

I know if I fall apart once again
This sacred house will shatter into pieces, end of the game

So I try to calm my crazy mind & frozen nerves
It’s not easy though, I know how it is when body starts to burn

But no matter what, I give my words, I won’t give up
They’ve gone through a lot, it’s time to hit the switch, to brighten up

They need space, kisses & hugs from time to time
I’m here for them, it’s the end of this soulful ryhme

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Related: Shadorma poem: Family or solitude (1). A poem about love and relationships: unfair (2). See the beautiful souls and a crazy mind.

Friends are treasure poem: Dark Ground

It’s about the relationship with near & dear ones, close to my heart. This is what I experience right now.

Looking out the glass door of my house
The plants & trees appear dark when the night falls
Even the grass appears grey & kind of dead in the dark zone

When the moonlight falls upon the ground zero
It lits up the dark skies & my ground with dimmed neon
The plants, trees & grass are still alive even they appear so dark
They’re talking to each other though it seems silence pin drop
They’re meditating while breathing the fresh air out

When the storm & rains hit from heavens
The roots of these plants & trees hold tight on their grounding
They stand tall & firm in crazy weather instead of fading & falling

The profound movement of each & every leaf that’s hanging around
The beautiful music in ears when wind kiss them gently on the fly
The deep percussion when the raindrops hit the leaves with that sound
And the drop then drips down on to my ground
This ground absorbs those drops to make them even taller & stronger

So let the wind play the music
Let the rains sprinkle the drops
Let the leaves perform the magical dance

I’m that ground, covered with plants, trees & grass
The near & dear ones are the greens that surrounds
The greens are penetrating deeper into the dark ground with their loving trust
This ground is doing its best to make them stand tall & strong during different weathers
But I must first heal myself, else everything attached to me will wither

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Poems: Friends are a treasure (1). Offshore writings: She! (2). Dark ground is a spiritual poem about intense relationships.

A poem about anxiety: Silenced Thoughts

Silenced thoughts is a new poem of mine and portrays how anxiety can hit a person & how everything appears so black & white.

I’ve gone speechless in these dark nights
Not able to breathe as if I’m wearing my skin skin tight
Not able to strike words from my slick side
As if my lips are sealed with loctite
But thoughts are racing with top speed in my crazy mind
I’m clenching my jaws & my teeth then grind
My blood is burning as if I’m about to street fight
But I only see myself & my own eyes
Coz I’m the only one standing on both sides
My eyes are heavy & this scene appears blurry from my inside

Am I the only one sensing everything is wrong coz I didn’t understand anything at all?
Am I the one draining energy with my own thoughts?
Am I the one weakening the body by sucking the blood out?
Am I the only one feeling lonely & restless tonight?
Am I the only one trying to sleep hard but the heart is wondering around & falling apart?
Am I the only one soaked up in tears & feeling so cold in this dark night?
Why am I feeling all this & why are my demons laughing at me so loud?

It’s my anxiety, that’s hitting me hard
My energy is quite aggressive & strong
It’s affecting everyone the way I behave & talk
I’m grateful that I’ve been told, that all I need is to calm myself down
Be kind to others than to just point their faults & flaws
So I’m updating my third eye OS to fix my inside & out
How many more times do I need to die to get such wake up calls?

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Related: Poems about living with anxiety (1). Attacked: a poem on anxiety (2). Silenced thoughts is one of my best anxiety poems.

Sunshine Blogger Award

I’ve been nominated for the first time for Sunshine Blogger award, which I’m very thankful for.

I’m honored to have been nominated by Kritika – Undressed Thoughts, for Sunshine Blogger Award. Kritika is an amazing poet / writer and her specialities are poem, prose & short stories. She writes with passion & raw energy. You can check her blog by clicking at
https://undressedthoughts.com/

So here I go by answering these questions. It’s the first thing, that’s popping up in my mind

  1. What would you like to do in your free time ?
    A. Write poems, listen to music, cook or simply relax on my comfy couch.
  2. What drives you crazy in life?
    A. Myself when I’m anxious
  3. What kind of person are you, introvert or extrovert ?
    A. At times I’m introvert but mostly extrovert.
  4. Have you gone through any book recently? if yes, please name it.
    A. No, reading book isn’t my cup of tea. On the other hand, I love reading WP blogs.
  5. What you prefer to do in your holidays?
    A. Travel with family to a different country and simply relax without thinking of normal daily routine….recharging.
  6. Do you like any kind of sport?
    A. Yes. Cricket, basketball, volleyball, table tennis, badminton, pool & chess.
  7. Are you a fitness freak person? if yes, name your favorite one.
    A. I would like to be one. Freak I am for sure though. But I do some exercises close to daily due to my rehabilitation program (hit by brain hemorrhage in Nov 2019)….Yoga & machines with weights.
  8. Do you like to listen to music?
    A. I love music crazy much. It’s a part of me.
  9. What is the main thing you like about other’s Blog?
    A. The unique styles. People don’t try to copy each other and they show their raw & vulnerable sides. They pour their heart out.
  10. Do you like to do adventurous things?
    A. I don’t feel the need to give myself an adranil kick. Quiet moments I prefer.
  11. How do you handle the things when bad phase comes in life?
    A. Silence is what I prefer & then I might write a poem to express how I feel. I find it quite therapeutic. If the situation is beyond repair, then I’m a good talker.

Rules of Sunshine Blogger Awards:

  1. Thank the blogger who nominated you.
  2. Pingback the link (via comment) to the blogger who nominated you.
  3. Answer the questions asked.
  4. Nominate up to 10 bloggers and ask them to answer your 11 questions.
  5. List the rules and display the logo of the Sunshine Blogger Award.

I would like to nominate following bloggers:

  1. Anonymously Hal –> https://anonymouslyhal.wordpress.com/
  2. Lucy’s Work –> https://lucysworkscom.home.blog/
  3. New Lune –> https://new-lune.com/
  4. Mia Winhertt, A Struggling Author –> https://miawinhertt.wordpress.com/
  5. Willow –> https://backagainblogging.wordpress.com/
  6. Sal’s Innovative Thoughts & Creations! –> https://salina.home.blog/
  7. Muttado1sb –> https://muttado.com/

As for the questions are concerned, I would like you to copy the same questions.

Thank you once again Kritika.

Much love ❤️🙏

Navin