I used to wish this & wish that most of my life I used to pray to God to fulfill those wishes with my closed eyes I even sat back with empty hands & regretted this life But one thing I was forgetting all this time I tended to overlook what I already had by my side I was missing the present & was concentrating on the noise So I started to indulge in steep talks with fluctuations of my heart
It’s here I realized I was all the way so crazy wrong Coz I started to see the intense sparks on my path so dark I then switched to live from the deep in the now I can see the shining light in between countless dark spots I can sense my wish is fulfilled as I’ve reached to the sharp point I finally know the real meaning of the falls & the rise Just like the immense beauty & power of waterfalls & sunrise
The heart is eyeing my phase while I am crying The air in my body is heavy the way I am sighing The mind of mine is red diamond when I am mining
The fire is burning my track that I trace on thin icing The demons are scratching my face while they’re dancing My feet are loosing the balance, so I’m simply sliding
Time is chasing the zones that once were hiding The walls of this form are cracking & now they’re falling I’m unchaining my case that was suppressing the deeper calling
My voice is whispering to burning stars as they keep shining The soul is grounding my whole in soil as if I am dying This all is enlightening the core, it’s so exciting
After Reliving, I took a time off from WP….and now I’m coming back slowly….I’ve certainly missed you & your lovely writings / art….I will try to catch up but if I can’t, then a new day & a new beginning. Here’s my new poem / spoken word – Eyeing my Phase.
I wrote Smoking Sacred in January 2021…at that time I published it with Spoken Word…but I had to take it down within 30 minutes due to an issue (non-technical)…A couple of readers even commented on my Spoken Word…but I had to delete that part…I didn’t like doing so…coz remaining true to myself & to my readers is absolutely important…I had never done such thing before…and I don’t intend to do it again…ever…please accept my apologies…authenticity & honesty is what I flow…this is who I am…I won’t be changing that part of me for no one…take it or leave it…therefore, I’m publishing the Spoken Word now…please note, I’m not doing so for the sake of likes or positive or uplifting comment(s)…I’m doing it to make it right…the way it was supposed to be…right from the very beginning…thank you very much
It’s simply automatic & kinda symptomatic when I’m out to see the unsystematic flow of this inner darkness when I layer myself with the transparent sheet that looks quite fantastic coz it’s ornamented with the fragments of my provocative thoughts
But the sword on my claustrophobic plot is dancing so hot as if it’s about to sore & cut open my throat to penetrate the screaming walls of my cracked fort that in reality can’t even afford the heavy blows coz then it throws the red pearls out to the shore to shut down the light of my burning core
This whole coat the unseen holes on my shaky course with the pragmatic approach to integrate the scorching arithmetic quotes by simply torching floors filled with scouting horrors with the glow of a rhythmic unknown to simply show the unmatched power of the so called smoking soul
But then this cinematic scene explodes & I freely fall on this ecstatic floor where I start transcribing my countless flaws with my crazy traumatic claws into the poetic form where I take an accelerated pause to finally get lost in the edges of my sleepless jaws to wait for another daunting but quite exotic dawn
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The restlessness in me at this moment is dancing Just like the flame of a candle when you light it Where panic seems a beautiful lover of anxiety My phase is pure darkness & it’s making this scene so freakin’ exciting
Sidelining my eyes from the memories when you said I was lying And then you started questioning my integrity while you were crying But your narrow barrel of paranoia was shooting bullets at me, they were flying While I kept myself unshielded with honesty & was loving you, I was still trying
If I’m sitting today in silence & my eyes are wet by crying It doesn’t mean I’m feeling weak & simply hiding or R.I.P., like dying Coz the thoughts in my head are bleeding river while I’m freestyling And honestly, they seem to be quite shaken in color red & a bit violent
So I decide to reload my beast mode to free flow my sleek sword To meet you through your meatloaf & see through your lean throat And to reach you & your sweet soul and lift you with a steep slope To beat things to seek core & walk away in peace while I scream hope
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Clicking my jaws Flipping my flaws Painting my falls Skipping my pulse Breaking my calm Screaming my raw Caging my thoughts Snapping my bars Forming my sword Slitting my form Revealing my scars Bleeding my drops Paining my dark Chaining my dawn Burying my ground Burning my whole Freeing my soul
I’m trying to close my sleepy eyes so I can finally fall asleep And I’m covering myself in layers before I impatiently start to freeze But my anxiety is propping me to fall hard on my once operated knees So I end up playing in dark this reckless game of hide & scream
I’m seeing countless spots on this black & white transparent plastic sheet My mind is bleeding red diamonds when I walk barefoot on this edgy street My numbness is on/off frustrating me, it’s wanting me to switch on my freak I’m turning blue, so I’m blueprinting a list if you know what I mean
Can you see my lids are carrying these bloody tears? Can you feel my blood is boiling in my crazy heat? Can you believe I sometimes feel like torching my entire scene? Can you even reach when I want to bury my body infinite feet?
But then I dive into your green sea to see me with pure clarity I play your crystal clear music to string me with sweet melody I absorb your fine lines to levitate me with this magical imagery I write the (U’n’I)verse of love when I sense your profound energy
I see the moon is shining with open mentality I see the stars are burning in azure spirituality I see the sky is evolving with colorful theme I see the sun is beaming hope inside of me
This all reset the entire picture of my entangled reality Love is stitching & healing my scars in peace & prosperity I know, I’m not leaving yet coz I’ve just come out of catastrophe You’re my sacred mirror, I can see the white light inside of me
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