That nothing is everything when I sense this empty field with my closed eyes & when I sea it with the eyes opened
So often I’m calmly, mindfully, open heartedly surrounded by the surrendering & nurturing nature herbs of this supernatural Universe
Acceptance plays an important role in order to roll forward towards the highest order, which is unconditional love for myself & for the different reflections of me in the form of other human beings in my life that I see in the mirror of my I
High I am not at this or any other point of time where I type systematically the stereotyped lines that might act as the synthetic steroid to my ego muscle that proclaims that I’m the shine of the divine
The sign that I’m trying to light by switching the noise of high screams with the sensitive sound of sighs is to reveal that my ground could be the breathtaking landscape but it could also be the heartbreaking landslide
But to hide in the depths or the heights of the tides is not me & my type even when I can’t subside my pain side that I tend to subconsciously subscribe coz I’m not always able to be in oneness with nothingness
Needless to point this attention at the pointed needle which at times is ready to prick my demons stored in my cloud brain, that are kinda ready to devour every single vowel to break the meaningful words into meaningless carnage
The damage they cause in that coarse course is colossal that it’s close to irreparable but I still prepare myself by prepaying the cost of the vibrational effect from my different reflections by catching my own breath, which in reality is to reconnect with my senses to reset & dissolve my scene in the very present but perhaps it’s already too late coz I feel that I’m sitting with nothing but emptiness
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I’m sliding on this lane Where craze is the game This smoke in the air Where clouds are so grey They fly as if they race While they hide the light rays
These drops aren’t just rain They hit my ground with pain The impulse to the brain It’s crossed as in dead The blood in the veins The flow is to drain
I’m holding this lens To eye the intense But it don’t make any sense Coz the view is in flames It’s burning the dream So I cry & then scream
I’m hooked to this scene But heart isn’t some bait I’m just lost in the breaks So I dive in the deep To rest & then sleep But I can’t simply breathe
The art is to bridge The shocks & the waves The thread is so thin But it’s strong as a chain The link is the change Where to die is to live
This picture in the frame Where sky is so pink As the space is so red And love is so green The core guides the rays To find the lost peace
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It’s hard to watch, I sigh Need to stop playing these slides But I can’t hit pause even though I try The dreamy crystals start to melt the eyes The transparent projections of the lonely tide
Images are so vivid on my OCD screen Oh see the scene of my patterns in high density The heart aches at times with sheer intensity My fingers pass through the phase of fluidity The sensation of pure touch is deep within me
Memories are burnt with layered cries The beautiful face & that breathtaking smile The hypnotizing music in the angelic voice Those poems were once dipped in You & I This space is still painted with pure shine
The flipping of the choice in the blink of an eye The zipping of your lines in the case of my mind The tripping of my heart when I sip your vibe The ripping of my parts from the very inside The dripping of my art in the form of these rhymes
Can you root what I’m grounding? Can you sea what I’m riding? Can you feel what I’m writing? Don’t misunderstand me, I don’t expect things All I’m saying is that I’ll always love you, miss
So I key those slides safely inside the ocean of my eyes And I beam these lines freely in the Universe so divine
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Tear my eyes to ocean Tear my body into pieces Break open the dark skies Break me into phases Paint my face in thick red Paint my phrase to crazy Pain me till I feel the edges Pain me to find the inner space Falling from top of the hill Falling to reach my grounding Diving to kill the killzone Diving to meet the unknown Dying to repair the top shelf Dying to reborn my whole self
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At times I am the bloody riot when my patterns act as a set of sharp plier that explicitly cut the delicate red wire to defuse the useless & quaky quarrel but then everything goes simply haywire and turn into the blues filled with pointy blames of hey & whys when the quiet in me detonates to the disturbed violent which isn’t the same as the conscious choice of pure violet
I can then see the greys in my big brown eyes which is obviously the craze dancing as the burning flames so wild that I start to phrase this scene as my twisted rhyme to simply brush away the pain dipped in colours so intense & loud to simply fall in place at this point in time
But when I sense all this on my screen with my closed eyes then I can tell these are just the shades of my beautiful life where I’m subconsciously digging the grave of my bleeding mind which is caged in the limitless space of the magical open skies coz everything feels so strange to my hidden but very present wise as if I were the rage beasting with my untamed deep voice but I’m just trying to breathe the inner peace in this electric current vibe so I shift the speed to reconnect with the energy of The High
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Tonight I’m at this place Where black is the shade White is the sense Space is the scene Energy is intense Everything is rain Salt in the air Burning this skin Everything seems pain But love is the taste Memory is the lane Silence is the music Crystal on my lips Whispering the name Eyes are searching Green in the sea My state is in pieces While I remain at peace
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I’m resting on my grounded bed in the night But I’m simply falling The old scene is playing constantly in my mind Seems my reality My heart is listening to your crystal clear voice I’m surrounded The soft reflection of those beautiful eyes on mine I’m caught in them
The sound of loneliness is so loud It’s so crowded So I close my eyes to disappear in the dark They are now watering I’m shaking & twisting as if I’m entrapped Coz it’s you I’m missing Sinking, sinking, sinking, sinking I’m simply drowning
I’m flowing river of emptiness It’s my longing Taking several painful deep breaths I’m silently sobbing Night has never been so heavy & long It’s close to morning Accepting & surrendering to the now There’s a deeper meaning
I’m bleeding, writing, tearing, living Calmly Atleast I’m blessed to miss someone Like crazy Connecting with the beautiful energy Spiritually And I keep loving, loving, loving, loving her Quietly
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I’m delighted, honoured & deeply touched by reading this heartfelt review by Sinead McGuigan (Instagram handle: @sineadmcgpoetry) of my debut book – Lightning Rhymes…My gratitude to Sinead for reading my book & writing this amazing review on Amazon…No words can describe this feeling…
I shared last time how & when I started writing poems…before that, I had never written a single line…but I do remember clearly that I would simply “sing” to myself on my way home from the train station…that 10 minutes walk…yeah, I sound best if you put noise cancellation hearing protection on 😉…I was like…”nah, it’s not me”…what I’m actually saying is that I did sense something but that’s about it…but that changed in late 2017…a state of self-realization…I felt this crazy need to write those words down…I’m sharing my very first poem below…I was like “what’s happening to me…in me”…I started writing whenever I would sense words in me…I was admitted to the hospital on 7th Nov 2019…the day I was hit by brain hemorrhage…writing poetry was all I did besides the regular therapies & a bit of chit chatting…poetry helped me…it’s therapeutic in the sense that I could express what I was going through…I even shared my poem with the nurses & therapists 😊😂…I couldn’t have made it this far without them, the municipality, my friends, colleagues, blogger friends & my own will to live…and most importantly, without the beautiful support & love from my family…7th Nov 2021 was my conscious choice to publish my debut book…coz it’s the date of my rebirth…
I’m truly grateful to each & every one of you…for your wonderful support…this book was my dream & it would’ve remained that way if you were not there to show your love…I would only humbly ask you to buy my book if you connect with my lines…if you wish to read my rhymes…Lightning Rhymes…
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Wishing You A Very Happy New Year…that’s filled with joy, peace & light…Thank you for your time to read this sharing of mine ✨💛💫
I’ll be sharing another heartfelt review within a week.
