I’m sitting silently in the magical dark Looking outside through the spotless glass The sky is sparkling with the burning stars Staring closely at my special past The slow digging of my several scars The scene is deep & kind of vast The slo-mo movie of my own thoughts The daunting effect of those shaky clouds The infinite number of terrifying falls A few were undoubtedly my flawless flaws At some places I was dented & falsed But back then I didn’t use the mental floss So the holes started to constantly form A few shallow & some deeper slots The unbearable pain in my heavy heart Back then I couldn’t see me in my own orbs I was scared to stand for myself, tower tall Low in confidence would make me hold my talk The suppressed energy was my opaque wall
After several years, a unique sensation in my block As if I had found the key to my deadbolt lock My eyes could see through my formless soul The vulnerable moment was so crazy strong Cleansing began instantly through the salty drops My heartbeat weighed less than a single pound Time was holding its breath & simply paused Coz it was the first time I felt who I truly was The sensation can’t be described in any words It’s the new beginning with a roaring sound Finally I understood the meaning of constant falls It’s purely them who paved this unknown path The one that I wholeheartedly crawl & walk The great importance of the past in the now These learnings I carry from dusk till dawn The intuition is guiding me to mindfully evolve I can now see the resemblance of stars & scars Scars are the translucent tattoos I wear with proud Light & dark are innate fabrics of my transparent cloth
You see, trust is not just a simple word Without it, belief loses its true worth Without T, it’s just red-brown corrosive rust
I’ve been blessed with this ability to unearth It’s the moment when I was actually re-birthed I became a bit brain-less and somewhat dirt
Intuition guides me to listen to the unsaid words It’s when energy of communication stops matching the hertz It’s when there’re too many doubts under the surface of hurt
This way trust will never rise like a serene surge This way true love within can not be searched One day the inner & outer vibes need to merge
I know it isn’t easy to rebuild trust if it’s broken more than once But just don’t dwell in the stories that mind replays to reverse Try to connect with the nature of action & reaction of verbs
And if it is still crazy difficult to truly trust Then atleast be honest than to keep throwing the curves Coz what’s inside matters more than the sugarcoated-crust
Trust is the foundation of any solid bond in the Universe Family, friends, partner, pets, nature or work Without trust, there can never be respect, openness or love
👉 This is solely my pov…am not trying to define or prove anything…everyone has their reasons to trust or not to trust…and if it’s difficult to trust a person for any reason, at least be honest & vocal about it…gather the courage to say that as it is…coz that person deserves to know it…it will only be fair to both parties…
So here’s a different kind of sharing…it’s related to my younger son, Sofus-Samir…he has been passionate about 2 things…Animals & Fortnite…these days, it’s not so much Fortnite though…the main reason of Balou (the labrador dog) & Zorro (the cat) + some other cats previously joining our family is Sofus…he has always been attached to animals…
Since the past 3 months, he’s been going to Copenhagen Zoo to meet chimpanzees…yeah, chimpanzee family is his passion & love…he’s in the zoo 4-5 times a week…he feels home when he’s over there…one day, he wants to be a chimpanzee care taker…Sofus has been taking videos & photos at the Zoo…we, the parents are doing the same coz we find it interesting as well…the Zoo personnel knows him & the Chimp family recognize him…he communicates with them & observes how they behave…Sofus knows each & every chimp, including their individual personality….we thought why not support his passion & take it to the next level…why not share the pictures & videos with the rest of the world…why not let him grow his passion the way he wants to…why not tell his story…so, we’ve created his own YouTube channel last month…CHIMPANZEE TV—> youtube.com/@chimpanzee-tv
It’s been growing rapidly & we’re happy to see that people from all over the world are taking interest & subscribing to his channel…Just a few days ago, we created Instagram handle as well—> @chimpanzeetv_
If you have a kid in the family, who likes chimps &/or if you like them as well, then please do visit his YouTube Channel…the videos speak for themselves…please support Sofus by subscribing to his channel & whichever other ways you can…please spread the word to your friends & family if possible…it would mean a lot to him & of course, to me & the whole family…every single drop of your effort is highly appreciated 🙏✨❤️💫
The Backstory / Caption
Our younger son, Sous-Samir was diagnosed with Autism in 2019…today he’s 11 year old but when he was younger, he used to have bigger meltdowns…coz we, the parents & the previous preschool and school weren’t able to understand and handle his behaviour…we and the professionals around him didn’t have enough knowledge & guidance back then…later my wife and I found out that he has a PDA profile of autism as we started to observe him more & read about that type…it gave us much better understanding of the kiddo…and why previous autistic pedagogy had failed… luckily today we are in a much better place, but the early years has left its mark on him, making it difficult for him to overcome his fear of demands (PDA), particularly in a school context…
After a year of going to a public school with a small class for autist children and several traumatic experiences of retention, he ended up refusing going to school…and after a year at home, he was offered a special school for autistic children…however, this wasn’t easy for him either, like entering the premises…to be in the class room was close to impossible…the school tried everything they possibly could for more than a year but unfortunately, it didn’t work out well…they didn’t have expertise in PDA…but the municipality still kept forcing us & the school that he must continue…
The tussle with municipality started…several meetings with them, the consultants, psychologists etc…the municipality decided to send the kiddo to another school (chosen by them) with worse setup than the previous school…We did visit the school & talked with the principal & the personnel coz we wanted to give it a chance…even the principal of that school meant, they didn’t have the competence in PDA & it’s not the right choice…but the municipality didn’t care…they were still forcing us…so we lodged a complaint against them around one year back…The Danish Supervisory Board (Ankestyrelsen in danish), who was supposed to take the decision, had forgotten our case & we heard from them after one year…finally the decision came, where they had asked the municipality to reopen the case, check everything properly, take the decision & contact us…But in this back & forth tussle with the municipality, 4 years of Sofus’ potential school life has been lost…He has asked us several times why he simply can’t go to a school just like the other kids…it’s quite a difficult question, you know…he gets sad & angry at times coz the kiddo misses school, especially the school mates part- the companionship…
Last year, we were interviewed by a journalist…a couple of articles were then published in the local newspaper about Sofus…it’s to share Sofus’ story & to share how badly the municipality was handling our & several other cases…perhaps, due to pressure from the management – cost cutting structure…whatever it may be, it has taken away so many years & a lot of energy…and not to forget, this all has given stress…
On 10th June, we were informed that the municipality is still recommending the same school…that school choice was the result, we lodged our first complaint…so nothing new has come out from their side…this is crazy frustrating, disappointing & we’re quite shaken…the kiddo is very sad & angry…he was showing those emotions verbally & as if he were an alpha chimp…the whole 2024 will be gone in this tussle…we’ll be lodging a new complaint…the fight continues…sighs…
However, we strongly believe whatever happens, it happens for a reason…the Universe has its own plan…and while leaning into that trust, we will support his passion for animals as much as we can…and hope you will support him too by subscribing to his YouTube channel and/or following him on Instagram…thank you very much for reading this far and for your love, support & care ✨💜💫
I’ve been punched on the face with guilt several times I’ve been wronged with fingers, lips & those questioning eyes I even believed what I was told coz I was weak, I won’t deny But I’ve learnt with time to stand tall & true in low & high tides
It seems everyone’s life has turned pale coz of my dirty screen As if I’m the only reason of the suffering, pain & the screams As if it’s me who’s injecting anger with that pointy syringe As if I’m the one grilling the skin with my charcoaly heat
I was once asked ‘howcome I haven’t learnt anything when I was about to die?’ And why I was still snapping even when my wires were twisted & dire At that time I felt as if I was the witness of my own bloody trial Today that picture has changed & I think, I’m able to breathe the inner silence
If people haven’t confronted you before, then everything has its first time Try to take off those ego-lenses & look closely in the eco-iris, is my advice Several answers you might find floating freely in that liquid shine The rest you’d discover gradually when the self will see the very I
I am neither a RoboCop, who arrests nor a Terminator, who shreds And I accept that I commit mistakes coz I too have a human shade But I am constantly upgrading me with the only constant while I defrag But if you still wanna point finger at me, then be my middle finger guest
Note: “you” in this poem doesn’t mean you – the reader
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After a long time, I’ve written a new poem…coz the major part of my day goes by in recovering from the knee surgery…it takes most of my energy & then I’m not able to do a lot…I know, it’s getting a bit boring to hear about it every single time…but the thing is, I’m sharing something deeper & something very simple…these moments are teaching me to appreciate small & simple things…the importance of self-love…to look into your own eyes with love…to love your different sides…to have compassion…to give space…and to take things as they come…the very Creation has helped me quite a lot in not only understanding this but also to sense it with my open heart…to live in the moment is simple & difficult at the same time…it’s very much possible though…lastly, I’m still not able to check your posts regularly at my full capacity…I’m doing it whenever I get the chance…my gratitude to you for the lovely messages / wishes & for your understanding of me being partially active over here 🌟✨❤️💫🙏
I hope you’d enjoy this new poem 💫
Silently I talk to the quiet violet in me While the violent in me is vibrating the violin strings The sound of this high-pitched music that I stream Is the melody of pain & restlessness that I bleed No visor over my ears to silence the sound intensity As the wise in me is observing myself calmly with peace The eyes of this tree are sighing with fall of the leaves The sign of this piece is shining even when I drop like tears But I won’t ever hide my raw skin or the formless spirit No shield I’m wearing, I’m simply standing right here
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Visitation in different forms with drops of transparent emotions Vibrations in every cell of this imperfectly perfect formation Speculations in my mind of this physical & mental condition Synchronization at many levels of the meaty & meet-me creation Implantation of the prosthesis in the knee coz of OA detection Preparations to keep playing these chords as a poetic musician Reflections of the moments that are shining with manifestation Relaxation while I inhale & exhale the magical realizations
This poem came to me instantly…I’m recovering / relaxing on my hospital bed after the knee surgery this morning, that lasted around 75 min…coz of osteoarthritis (OA) of my left knee…it was quite interesting to hear the round saw, nail hammering, cutting, pulling sounds with conversation of the medical team…with 90s music playlist in the background…So metal in me…Now I’m officially one of these…Darth Wader, Terminator, a Cyborg or simply just Me 😎
I’ll see, read, like, comment on your art and reply to your wonderful comments on this & my previous lines in some time…the cocktail of 2-3 pain killers with morphine is dope…just wanted to post this poem at this very moment, dear souls ✨💟💫
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You’re wearing this bloody sensual body suit Your seductive eyes are big & beautiful ocean blue Every step you take is calculated & very shrewd You’re holding me tight in your tender arms of unbreakable loop
You’re dragging me out of my castle of haunted moods My face is hidden under the layer of my shady & torn hood You unhide my crown of thorns with fire of your intense look Those piercing thorns in my head are painful but I’m keeping calm & my cool
A single kiss from the sensual & poisonous lips of yours Makes me bleed red diamonds, while I bloom into the scene so blue The scars on my face look scary in this surreal reality so brute I can feel I’ll soon be running on fumes & will for sure be doomed
I spin 360 degrees to see the swirling point of view Your bite will slowly dissolve my flesh & bones before I forever snooze This cruel nature of yours is so seductive & very crude This whole picture is so dark while I’m hanging on this edgy hook
This very moment I dig my ground deeper to find my roots I only see those huge shadows in the shade of gloom I don’t need to speak loud or write down to show you the proof Everytime I come closer, you disappear in air with a single poof
I’m searching myself desperately inside of you Ecstatic rush in my blood when I taste the poison in you I’m so much in love with this poison & poisonous you I’m flying high in my smoking to be forever with you
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Today I’m sharing this wonderful & heartfelt review of Lightning Rhymes by Rimpledeep Kaur @rimple.deep from Instagram world…Rimple is an amazing poet…her writings are beautiful, spiritual & they make one look deeper into oneself…she has also published her very first poetry collection, The Universe In You.
Rimple’s beautiful words have my heart…my utmost gratitude to you, Rimple…not only am I honoured but also I’m deeply touched 🙏✨💟💫
I’m grateful to each & every one of you…for your wonderful support…for your unconditional love towards my poetry…you guys have always blessed me with your amazing comments / reflections…
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I’m gliding high with colourful birds on either side Freestyling on the fly with my broadened wing size Airing natural rhymes in an infinitely open sky Holding ball of fire with calmness in my fluid eyes Beaming rays of light through the shiny translucent blinds
Bleeding diamonds once felt like the breaking point Shockwave was running into me when I was paralyzed Countless spots in my shell suffocated me numerous times Realized one day that steep falls were designed to slowly rise I’m able to see that patterns & forms aren’t the real I
The gorgeous beauty of the moon in the magical night Walking on partly visible path in the now is pure enlightenment The spiritual energy is creating the magnetic ocean tides Unknown depths I’m reaching when I tune in to inner shine The new sides I’m sensing when I keep redying to be alive
Transforming cutthroat screams to the meaningful voice Sanding inner wall that was clayed with layered noise Dissolving deeper scars with the mindful sacred silence Blowing on greyish site to ignite sparks of life Manifesting formless trees on the naked & barren soil
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The most beautiful things happen When the heart is fully open Even in shocks & painful reality We can find the deeper ocean Everything has its own value There’s no need to judge & measure The free flow of pure energy With that magical connection Transforming the blurry vision Through the spectacles so spiritual The echo of the naked heartbeat Is the melodious percussion Every step on this journey Is the sacred destination Every word on this transparency Is my very own projected reflection
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