A poem – Colorful Theme

I’m trying to close my sleepy eyes so I can finally fall asleep
And I’m covering myself in layers before I impatiently start to freeze
But my anxiety is propping me to fall hard on my once operated knees
So I end up playing in dark this reckless game of hide & scream

I’m seeing countless spots on this black & white transparent plastic sheet
My mind is bleeding red diamonds when I walk barefoot on this edgy street
My numbness is on/off frustrating me, it’s wanting me to switch on my freak
I’m turning blue, so I’m blueprinting a list if you know what I mean

Can you see my lids are carrying these bloody tears?
Can you feel my blood is boiling in my crazy heat?
Can you believe I sometimes feel like torching my entire scene?
Can you even reach when I want to bury my body infinite feet?

But then I dive into your green sea to see me with pure clarity
I play your crystal clear music to string me with sweet melody
I absorb your fine lines to levitate me with this magical imagery
I write the (U’n’I)verse of love when I sense your profound energy

I see the moon is shining with open mentality
I see the stars are burning in azure spirituality
I see the sky is evolving with colorful theme
I see the sun is beaming hope inside of me

This all reset the entire picture of my entangled reality
Love is stitching & healing my scars in peace & prosperity
I know, I’m not leaving yet coz I’ve just come out of catastrophe
You’re my sacred mirror, I can see the white light inside of me

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A poem – My Words

It’s getting late in this very cold night
So I’m trying to close my tired eyes
The problem is that they aren’t at all dry
My thoughts are galloping but I can’t even ride
My fingers are frozen, so I’m struggling to write
But here I am still awake to simply freestyle

I’m just expressing how a train wreck feels like
I could be brain dead but I’m very alive
Honesty is what I breathe & not the lies
The highs & the lows of this crazy life
Everything seems unreal in pure realtime
My walls were once painted with pure real joy

I won’t give up easily coz I love you so high
Until I hear one last time, it’s all over & goodbye
Coz I can still sense the pure energy deep inside
I know you love me, it’s just not in my mind
The beautiful crystals so sacred & divine
The melodious voice so sweet & so fine

My words are forming this formless fire
My heart is braking, it used to freely fly
I guess, I wasn’t the type even though I did say & type
I’m lost & shaking, there’s no inner light
I’m blue & shrinking but I’ll always see your shine
I feel like bagging myself to forever hide

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Reblogging – Speechless I became

Speechless I became

When I saw the glimpse of me

Felt a sudden shift

Paused were the thoughts

Everything came to a halt

Tears began to fall

Soul wanted to scream

Inner pain was so real

Wounds wanted to heal

I began to breathe

Transparent in the moment

Vulnerability at its peak

The moment of inner peace

Where joy and sadness were one

Good and bad had no meaning

Darkness was the Light

Loved that very Sight

The moment of true presence

Where Heart was the only Sense

Truth was the One

When I saw me

—– Speechless I became —–

It all started here when I felt the very first time this need to express my state of Being in the form of this poem. It was here I really saw the real me. I was feeling very vulnerable in a beautiful way. Rollercoaster ride filled with inner peace, where I couldn’t differentiate good from bad, joy from sadness, light from dark. Everything was simply as it was supposed to be. I published this poem on 12/01/2017 on FB as I didn’t have a blog back then. Never thought that writing poems would become such an important part of my life; of me. This poem will always be the special one.

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A poem – Smoking Sacred

I don’t know how to tell you this
But you’re in my every single script
I hope you can feel when you read it
And I hope you can see how I see it

You entered with your blue heaven in my dark sky
You looked with your green crystals in my brown eyes
You poured your pure love in my wounded life
You shined your golden light on my blinded side

When I walk in fresh air, I breathe your verses
When I bathe in hot water, I steam your presence
When I look in the mirror, I reflect your crystals
When I touch my chest, I hear your music

We’re over a thousand miles apart, our energies are strongly bonded
My heart is filled with your love, there are no empty spaces
I’m picturing you & me together, our bodies are purely naked
We’re melting into each other, the souls are smoking sacred

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A poem – Crystal Clear

The moment I met you
I felt something special
Just didn’t know what it was
But now it’s crystal clear

You’re the heavenly drop of rain on me
You’re the scintillating light that’s healing me
You’re the sparkling star that’s burning in me
You’re the beating heart that’s living in me

The depth of your fine lines
The rhythm of your deep rhymes
The imagery of your heartfelt writings
The expressions are so mesmerizing

The grace in your face paradise
The shine in your crystal green eyes
The melody of your angelic voice
The beauty of yours is pure divine

You make me fly so high
In the beautiful deeper sky
I see your green northern lights
The sacred energy is melting you in I

When I think of you, I smile
When I miss you, I sigh
When I long for you, I cry
When I see a glimpse of you, I die

I see you everywhere
So I kiss you in air
And I whisper your name
Sounds crazy, yeah that I surely am

I sense that you’re sitting with me right here
As if I am kissing you in real
As if I am whispering in your ear
I am deeply in love with you, my dear

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A poem – Pure

It’s dark outside right now in the scene of cold winter
The heat is on but my longing for you makes me to shiver
So I hold a corner of my pillow as if you’re with me under the layer
And I kiss your lips passionately & then whisper that I very much love you

I’m burning my senses in your fire, you’re simply so irresistible
I’m digging my ground deeper, you’re the depth unreachable
I’m filling my page with your essence, you’re the line of my every verse
I’m seeing beyond my deep scars, you’re the light of my universe

My face is glowing with your aura when I look into the mirror
My eyes are sparkling with your crystals, it’s pure love that I river
My heart is beating with pure joy, your healing is simply magical
You’re the smoke of my soul, you look quite hot & so spiritual

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A poem – Crystal Green

This is the real feeling in my heart that I wish to share & write about coz it’s living in me

I’m projecting the scene of my vivid thoughts that I play & then I pause on my pitch black screen

These days I paint the inside of my walls with the color of your soul, you’re all over me

Your light penetrate my dark, even when the sky is lit with moon & stars, you’re the shining beam

We’re a thousand miles apart but I can feel you by my side, it’s just not some dream

Your divine energy is simply pure, it’s intense & burning hot, you’re magical & serene

You’re my heavenly waterfall, you remain holy even when you fall, you’re rounding my edges & healing me

You’re kissing my every ounce, even though I’m full of deep scars, you’re the spiritual being

You’re the melody to my song, I wanna hold you in my arms, you’re my beauty & I’m your beast

I just want to say it loud that I love you with all my heart, you’re so beautiful crystal green

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A poem – Loneliness

It’s late at night as usual & my mind is on wandering spree
I’m very sleepy at present but sleeping is not my first priority
Spears are slowly piercing in my head, they’re paining me constantly
I’m hearing a loud knock on my door, oh it’s my spiraling anxiety

My loneliness is about to lit the dark side coz my screen is burning the molten beads
I’m scared of closing lids of my big eyes coz my craving is flowing like bloodstream
I’m holding the edge of my bed coz I don’t want to let loose & scream
So I stare in darkness with my scarred phase when I sense the river of my salty tears

I can’t take it, I’m breaking
I can’t brake it, I’m shaking
I can’t make it, I’m falling
I’m loosing my senses & it’s driving me crazy

I’m sinking in deep hole as if I’m slowly dying
So I start to talk things out as if I’m freestyling
And I jot my feeling down to create another rhyme
But deep down I long for a pure touch, my heart is simply crying

—– A poem – Loneliness —–

A poem – Loneliness is about my longing & craving, that I’ve been experiencing since quite a long time. It has come to this point where I become anxious & restless quite often, which lead to sleepless nights. I would rather walk on my trip-track than to zigzag. The fact is, it’s not a defect to feel this way. So here I am to reflect instead of choosing to deflect.

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Please check these poems as well: (1) What Can You See by silent poetry, (2) This Animal is Back

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Spoken Word – The Edge

I sit sharp on the edge of my bench in the dark with a hatchet in my hand to break open my senses & to claim that my pain in the veins is not vain but insane

But I get so mad & a bit sad when I spread metal scraps on myself coz then I bleed the beads so discreet on my crease to decrease the misery

So I feel quite shaky as if my skin is so thin like a leaf & it starts to burn instantly to create the debris that comes out from the heat of the seed

I’m torn at my core that I feel this need to ease & burn my peace into pieces on the street that’s filled with so many deep & some holes unseen

So I scream in infinity with my fluctuating beat coz I can’t simply breathe & it seems I’m the beast hinged to the scene of the shattered dream

I relapse on my screen coz this all feel so diseased when I see this degree of release & then I step explicitly into the bed of fire to become the deceased

But then I focus on to drop my sores with the source of my scope in this hope that one day I’ll for sure end this whole to simply blow everything to the pure

—– The Edge —–

The Edge is quite a different kind of poetry. It’s about my struggles, which I could see on my inner screen. This poem was flowing into me & I’ve written those images in the form of this freestyle poetry. It became so intense, at least in my head, that I’ve recorded it in my voice. This is the first time ever, I’m doing Spoken Word. So bear with me. I think, I’m mostly doing it for me coz it feels right, irrespective of my voice or lines.

Spoken Word – The Edge

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Please check these poems as well: (1) nightmares in me by messedwordly, (2) Freestyle Roar

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A Poem – Images

I am a ticking bomb but I don’t want to really snap
This ground is shaking, it’s just me not the quake
I look like a solid rock but I’m crashing down to simply crack

The countless spots in my scan, are like bullets fired at close range
This image is burned into my head, where I’m shooting with my rage
I’m trying to find my peace but it’s hiding behind those layers

When I stare at my ribcage, I see a broken heart & a broken face
If only I could cut open my chest to let loose my inner pain
I’m screaming loud in closed space so my heart can finally escape

I see this picture up in my head where I’m lying down on my bed
Publishing my last lines on wordpress & texting goodbye to my friends
Talking one last time to my family while my soul is about to ascend in air

I’m not afraid of death & honestly, I haven’t given up on my myself
I’m just enraged coz I can’t always fix the pieces of my broken frame
So I get engaged with my demons to char them into burning flames

I’m losing balance on my tricky track, so I pause to take a deep breath
To simply sense my manic phase, it feels as if I’m breaking into flakes
One day the fire will penetrate & change everything into smoke & ash

—– A poem – Images —–

A poem – Images is about how I feel from time to time. I’m impatient coz it’s not easy to deal with my condition & sometimes, I fall in the deep hole, where I’m picturing my own death. It doesn’t mean I look negative at my situation & my life. I accept these moments as they too are equally important & there’s place to feel them in my system. Life isn’t just positivity, happiness & sunshine 24/7. There’s also space for anxiety, sadness, pain & darkness and some other shades. I don’t believe in hiding & I’m not ashamed how I feel. Light or dark, sunshine or rain, clear or cloudy sky have their meaning & importance.

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Please check these poems as well: (1) Ocean by Desert flower, (2) Loosing It

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